Here I am sitting and waiting. What am I waiting for? The new year? Santa already came it can't be him. Let me tell you what is out there.
Friends and family. I have friends that have fallen from the heavens. All of them I have had for a really long time and it amazes me when they show up and give me a hug. Virtual or real.
I have this belt. It is a leather one. I bought it at a store down in Clearwater, FL the summer of 1995. Sean, Jason, Jessica, Dawn, myself and another girl went down there. We were walking through a store and I saw it and I thought, "Man I have always wanted a belt like that." So I bought it. When I take the belt off I tuck the part of the buckle that goes through the little holes behind the second loop where the tongue of the belt goes. This is done to prevent it from clanging when I roll it up. This was a practice that I started so I wouldn't wake up my room mates when I got home late or was leaving early. I have yet to find another belt with the loops in the right place and the leather loose enough to accomplish this. Anyways. This belt I have always used the third hole, except when I put on some weight, I used the second hole for about three months and that freaked me out. Well now, low and behold, to hold up my pants I have to use the fourth hole. Yes. That means I am skinnier now than I was in college. I haven't weighed myself in a few weeks, I am kinda afraid to. Because if I am that skinny I probably weigh about one sixty or less. just had to put that out there.
Now what am I waiting on? My perceptions and reactions to change. That is something that I am going to have to do myself. So I guess I am waiting on myself. Let's get busy.
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Nothing to wait on my friend.... I've seen a whole lot of change in the short time we've talked. Just remind yourself to live in the present, that's all we have. None of us can tell the future, that's in God's hands. Let him work his magic. You just make the best decision in the moment you can. You have the guides you need to make the right decision always... (what advice would you give a friend going through your situation? What would Jesus do?) Abracadabra !
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